“she was hanged ‘til blood poured from her nose and ears”
Blood for her was her only companion, her ideal companion. Enigmatic and silent, never stopping, ever present. Indispensable.
People think she’s crazy, think she talks to herself in public, but she’s only continuing connections with the only other entity in the cosmos that she can rely on.
Stood next to the bar, she could almost see the pink wristbands that excluded her so perfectly.
She buried her nose in her drink
All she was looking for was the consistently inconsistent
Surrounded by outlines that grew hazier and hazier her eyes started to well up
She tried to blink them away
And so, as tears streamed down her face her mind was absolutely calm.
In the car ride home all could do was shake her head persistently
Walking into her kitchen she knew what had to be done
How long can you ignore your pulse throbbing?
Knives don’t work, a broken bangle will do, always does
(Spill your blood to stop the tears)
She smiled understandingly; she understood her need to disguise the mundanely necessary as a dramatic Event; to view this as the Opus of her lifetime, if you must.
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